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of ugh, ugh and ugh
17:40 Nov 23 2008
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i may be the only person on the planet that has no desire to go to Las Vegas and is actually going.



a cousin decided long ago that he would be married in Las Vegas.

i went 'uhuh okay' because who'd have EVER thought HE would get MARRIED.



well, like i've said before, life is hilariously cruel



and here i am totally half assed, getting ready to leave tomorrow.

stinkin Las Vegas... being in the airport in september was enough for me... and now i'm going back to stay in the HOOTER'S hotel for three days

the hooter's hotel

*rolls eyes*

yeah that's totally ironic

and LAME!

i totally did not have a say in the place of lodging :P



the only thing i'm looking forward to, i mean besides seeing him married cause really i'm just doing this for the two of them... is the drive home.

yep the drive home



i plan on taking it slow, maybe doing some photography (hopefully)

i'm bringing a couple of my transformers to take photos of on the hoover dam :D

hopefully. i may wimp out you know.

but starscream and ratchet are coming just in case

(that reminds me i need to try and remember how to get them from vehicle to robot again :o)



enough whining!

i'm going and i should be packing :P



but can't i watch WALL-E one more time?

maybe i can invent a DOITALLFORM-E with some inspiration.

16:18 Nov 23 2008
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Nista and her little batty Ns



i'm not even qualified to win but i'll be damned if i don't find all of those little suckers!!!



the last two are giving me hives



i

can't

find

them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





obsession it is



*dies*

23:02 Nov 21 2008
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is it strange that it makes me nervous that Cancer visited my profile?



*shifty eyes*



i swear i follow the rules!

South Park
03:08 Nov 20 2008
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once again...

Trey Parker gets it right.

hilariously.





that's one brain i am in awe of.... per say



*hiss* *hiss*

of dreams.... they stay with you
05:17 Nov 18 2008
Times Read: 767






it never fails to excite and ultimately disappoint, but i should be used to it by now. there was once a secret i shared with no one, and everyone... one i wore on my sleeve disguised by hope. nothing has changed except for everything and it all stays the same. there are ghosts in the words, between the lines, souls of those i almost remember, but i never quite see the faces hidden in the grain. if i were a sculptor,or maybe a carver, i could impress your image upon cold stone, or in the warm woods i feel beneath my fingers, with sparks and fire no one would notice. smooth. you're so quiet. i wonder where you lost your voice. and then i think maybe i forgot to hear. dreams still linger, growing a life of their own, set them free.... they'll always survive in another version of this reality.



i bought a very old typewriter, it's heavy, nonfunctional and missing keys, but that's okay...

i don't want to write.

of Xboxes, Crashes and Star Trek
11:28 Nov 13 2008
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some animal, i do not know which, but i suspect a canine, knocked and/or pulled my halo 3 xbox 360 off it's resting place at three thirty this morning. ugh....

parts flew off of it.



it's survived a fall from that height before, i got myself tangled in a cord and pulled it off last time.. it still played the film i had in it at the time, but after deciding to eat my halo 3 disc the next time i used it, it under went surgery... and came through with flying colors.



i don't have such high hopes (the ringing of the division bell had begun) for it this time... and my Fable 2 disc was in it this time... much more tragic.



so now i can't sleep and i'm grouchy, so i'll watch Star Trek (hooray tv land) and work some photos and whine about my xbox in a few hours.

then i'll be okay.

of photography, ants and benadryl *joy*
21:53 Nov 09 2008
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so i had a photo shoot today in a near by park, it was people (soylent green is people!!!!) so i was pretty anxious. but i knew them so things were going well. that is until i decided that standing on a mound occupied by fire ants for that *perfect* shot was a good idea...



suffering for your art is hip and cool and poppin fresh (family guy moment) isn't it?

heck yeah it is!



so there i am trying to take photos while itching like crazy all over and i do mean ALL OVER... i started feeling a little weird but nothing i couldn't handle THEN my bottom lip goes numb and feels tight, and one of the girls said my face was looking blotchy



oh yeah bring on the reaction! those little sons of...



thankfully we were just finishing up so i was able to make my escape home and then to wal-greens for some allergy medication



i've never really reacted to fire ant bites before, at least not more than crazily itching bumps that i refuse to not scratch and that end up scarring

so this was a whole new experience of weirdness



also, benadryl really messes with my mind



i hope the photos turn out well >_o

07:03 Nov 08 2008
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now not only am i obsessed with the scif section's database but also the groups



some of you are so getting promoted in mine :P

15:21 Nov 07 2008
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*squees for scifi section groups*

everywhere but where i should be
22:53 Nov 06 2008
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my mind has been a little... what's the word...

unfocused... today.



first i looked everywhere for a larger image for a sci fi section database entry and ended up settling for a less than awesome one. When Art added the entry and i saw it had the cooler image i asked him about it.

turns out if it were a snake it would have bit me...

clicking the image brought up a larger version. it even said "click for larger image'.

lame!

Art laughed at me.



he had to do something else for another of my entries and that made me feel bad. i want them PERFECT when i submit them and i get frustrated with myself when someone adds something i over looked.

i take such satisfaction and pride in everything i do and i want to do it RIGHT.

and today i missed stupid easy things i should have thought of. i think that happens more than i like to admit dammit



even now...i should be working on photographs, and i enjoy working on photographs, even if they are just for junior soccer teams... but all i can do is stare blankly at Ralph Macchio.



no i'm not a pervert! i'm watching The Karate Kid II.

Journal Reading
20:38 Nov 06 2008
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i can't remember exactly who it was that suggested i read journals as a way of branching out of my comfort zone, but they had a great idea.



i've actually been compelled to comment on some entries and it's started conversations. i've had the chance to know people who stood out to me already a bit better and new, talented, inspiring people started to stand out.



it may not seem like much to those who naturally reach out to others and have no hang ups about commenting or messaging others, but it is definitely something huge for me!

23:20 Nov 05 2008
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what makes some one dislike someone they do not know well... let's say here on the Rave, on a website.

is casual contact enough to determine you do not like someone?



i'm wondering why someone annoys me so much when i don't know anything about that person and when, really, i admire that person for their talents and perspective, but still have a feeling of dislike.





there hasn't been much if any communication between us, so i'm baffled why i would have such conflicting feelings about someone.

very weird for me.

i don't tend to feel one way or another about people until i know them better....



maybe it's the admiration that does it. maybe i'm jealous



interesting

22:38 Nov 05 2008
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i could spend all day researching, preparing, collecting images and submitting items into the sci fi section database... i love that kind of thing... but i'm missing out on the awesome submissions everyone else is uploading...



so i've decided to limit myself to (about) 10 submissions per day so i can have time to look at everything else in both databases :)

15:03 Nov 05 2008
Times Read: 822

the banana splits are creepy and their song is annoying.



that's a metaphor for politics and politicians, in case it was to vague.... which it was ;]



i don't care who won... i do care that people are hung up on the wrong things and that other people act surprised at the outcome. think about it. if you take human nature in to consideration there was no other way for it to go.

it's not that big of a deal, really.